I want

to think about something else  But the same shit keeps running through my mind. I want to free myself from this torture that is a small part of my life. I don’t want to feel overwhelmed with this issue every time Monday comes around. I know you think so highly of yourself but, I just…Read more »

I thought

you could see though my fake happiness as I keep moving forward with everything. Even though all I really want to do is run and stay as far away from this mess as I can. Stuck inside your head Stuck inside this place Stuck inside and I’m losing it For I crave so much more…Read more »

We don’t

know why somethings just don’t turnout so well but, I don’t want to give up on things I know will workout in the end. Even when the beginning feels like a disaster waiting to happen and the outcome doesn’t even look like it will make it past noon. I know that I must keep my…Read more »

I am

cold as I walk through the darkness and my thoughts are all full of what I wish I could do right now. I walk and I stumble through things as you demand so much from me. I wonder when did I become your slave and when did my voice no longer belong to me. Am…Read more »

This

wasn’t the way things were supposed to go. Oh how I’ve heard that so many times lately but, yet here I am still here stuck in a place that does not appreciate all that I do for it. I try to be the bigger person and do all that I can do but there comes…Read more »

I’m

losing my mind as my body loses energy. I know I can’t keep doing this but, yet here I stand doing more than I can. Just to please the one who doesn’t stand by me in the end. No more being that person always on the side for I feel like I’ve aged by 20…Read more »

Like a

rose you are beautiful some days it’s just nice to look at you and see how far you have grown. Some days I just want to be close to you and in those moments everything seem so magical. Some days being near you hurt as you thorns poke me as I’ve seen to get too…Read more »