Sitting

Here not knowing how to feel or think. As I blindly go through life not really seeing the beauty in it all anymore. So dark I can’t tell morning from night anymore. Hoping this experience changes and doesn’t last for much later. Stumbling around knocking into everything well trying to get away from it all.…Read more »

Words

want to come out and create something more because life is sometimes stressful. And you want to escape into something just for a little while. To forget all your troubles and focus on someone else or just to see some good in the world. You  want to read or see something that doesn’t break your…Read more »

Lost

and right now there is no hope in finding what was once me.  Being pulled in so many directions I just can’t keep up anymore. They  want so much from me but, if I ask something it’s like I’m the one being ungrateful. How much longer do I have to walk around feeling like a…Read more »

Searching

for the words that need to be said.  But, my mouth just won’t open up  so that I can tell you the truth.  I’m tired of holding and hiding it inside anymore  I feel like the unknown is here and I just can’t make sense of what is going on.  I want to say something…Read more »

Frozen

in this spot. Not just any spot the same spot I get lost in everyday. I try to shake myself from this hold on me but, each day it keeps grabbing me harder and longer. I don’t want to be stuck in this space for much  longer for it feels like everything that once was…Read more »

It’s

Been so long since I’ve truly felt this much joy inside of me. I know there is so much to be happy for but, there is always this voice in the back of my head saying something is missing. Yet, I don’t go running around looking for this thing or person. For I wouldn’t know…Read more »

I know

that things are different with you as I look into my reflection and see someone else staring back at me. This woman has a sadness around her that I just don’t know how she could hide it so well everyday. That smile that comes out and shines so bright that it blinds everyone so that…Read more »