day to feel like I’m breaking all over again.
The strength I thought I had gained feels like a big wave has crashed into it and I’m left with nothing but wet sand.
The wall my rock seems to be gone and everything just feels like a down high battle.
Nothing shines in this place anymore and alone I stand watching all the things I love wash away from me.
I try to hold on to something but, without the things and people I love what is there left for me now.
Everything gone and destroyed and all that is once so pure and bright is now so dirty and dark.
The light I took for granted is now gone and the darkness that I never wanted to welcome in is now the place I call my home.
Gone are the good days and now the bad days and moments show through every step and move I make.
I am the black cat you avoid on those sunny days that you take a walk outside, you smile and take in nature.
But, the moment you see me you cross the street and walk as fast as you possibly can just to avoid catching the bad luck that follows me around.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes