Fading

away because the stress is too much.  And I don’t want to get up to just deal with the same things over and over again.  It hurts too much to just keep running around dealing with the same old things.  No growth is coming this way as life is not changing but the bridge that…Read more »

The

last thing that I want to do is hurt you but how long can we drag this on. I keep thinking about what I’m going to say to you but yet at the last-minute I just close the message. And overtime I will forget and move on and maybe I will be just too busy…Read more »

Words

want to come out and create something more because life is sometimes stressful. And you want to escape into something just for a little while. To forget all your troubles and focus on someone else or just to see some good in the world. You  want to read or see something that doesn’t break your…Read more »

Denial

I could deny that I don’t feel like there was so much more that I needed to say before you closed your eyes and let everything go. I could have told you the truth and maybe then we both wouldn’t be standing on two different tracks but standing together. Maybe I wouldn’t be so sad…Read more »

I know

I can’t be too sad when I dugged my own grave With the careless words that I said that day. Maybe, just for a moment I lost my mind but it doesn’t matter I shouldn’t have let my emotions get the best of me. The night was already dark and then there I go saying…Read more »

Do you

still remember the times we laughed together and just got to know each other. Now it feels like it was all in the past and now seeing you feels so empty and pointless, every emotion shut down. Like I had to put myself on lockdown and you became  a stranger to me and, now  there…Read more »

I walk

in and I see you and it’s like being hit with a brick wall these emotions of sadness wash over me like. Someone close to me is gone and I can’t seem to figure out what is going on and so I quickly disappear inside. As I let myself fade into the background and this…Read more »