I find

it hard to find balance  when each step is like standing on a balancing beam. one wrong step and I’m falling and starting all over again.  I know that failure happens but, right now I’m no a limited amount of time  and I don’t have time or the energy to keep trying.  I must get…Read more »


putting my best foot forward  only to have it stepped on continuously.  Soon there is this cloud called darkness following me around and it rains on all the good that I do.  I try so hard to not go dark when things become rough and tough.  I don’t want to step away from the warmth…Read more »


I will stop trying to make this work  It’s been a long battle and I’m sad to say  I’m done fighting it.  I know things will change from now on but now I feel like I need to be in the background as this storm hits.  I don’t need to stand in front anymore for…Read more »


Power of words on paper the power of words sung in a song when it’s good it captures you in an instant. It’s hard to walk away or stop listening as you find yourself getting lost in so many emotions. In that moment everything clicks into place, the answer you’ve been looking for just become…Read more »


time I let doubt get in the way I let the things that are so pure to me slip away. So quickly I give up just so that failure won’t be able to register with me. I know that the outcome won’t always be great in the end but I must accept that nothing in…Read more »


stand here to tell the truth to not back down when they come at me crazy. I’ve seen it all and heard it all at this point  so I’ll stand here with no emotions on my face and let you get it all out. For it’s not personal on my end and every move you…Read more »