Been fooling myself as I work hard to keep
this friendship going.
Maybe if I let it go if it was meant to be it will work out.
For this doubt and trying to figure out what to say is just not working and I feel like something needs to be said.
But, I don’t know how you will take it and so I sit here erasing more than hitting the send button.
Maybe it’s too late and now I wonder how to be me and yet still want what everyone else has.
I know being by myself sometimes is nice and so I get lost in my own world and every now and then.
I come out and check on everyone else and then I wonder if I had just been outgoing the whole time would this doubt be bothering me now.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
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