I have forgotten all that have been around me when times were rough
as I live in the moments that are good.
But, soon the darkness comes back and I am faced with the truth did I let all that was good just walk away because I was being ungrateful to them.
Time has gone by and I just don’t know how much time has gone by that I’ve reached out and talked to you.
Life just keeps moving forward and all I want to do is just not be so tired from trying to do more than I am capable of doing.
No moment of rest just filling and filling and yet there is no end to the mess that we are in and the light that shined in at first now is just a spot in the corner.
You begin to wonder how long did I walk around in the dark ignoring the light that was trying to guide me home.
Because I thought I knew what was best for me and the path that I am on just doesn’t feel right anymore or maybe it never did but there was something good on the path so the stress and pain wasn’t so bad.
For that someone was taking all the hits and nothing was getting through to me but now that something is saying it is time to step off the road that is leading you no where good.
It’s time to listen to me and follow me from the hell you are living in and come into the light where nothing bad can touch you unless that thing was meant to show you the way to a better place.
To feel this overwhelming love and peace and to know that someone is always watching your back even when you feel you have come and delivered.
But, your life purpose is not yet over and it’s time to take a walk down a new path now and I hope you are ready.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes