I find

it hard to find balance  when each step is like standing on a balancing beam. one wrong step and I’m falling and starting all over again.  I know that failure happens but, right now I’m no a limited amount of time  and I don’t have time or the energy to keep trying.  I must get…Read more »

How did

it all come to this. This quite that surrounds me with so much peace. Lately things have been passing me by as I stay in one spot barely enjoying this life that was given to me.  The coldness that creeps in every morning and stays longer than it should.  It makes everything that seem important…Read more »

You are

my everything  my greatest moments  worth the time it takes to get ready.  You are the realize I don’t give up  and I choose to continue on even when the struggle keeps going on and on.  I have faith that you will deliver me through it all and when I come out on the other…Read more »

Help me

100 Word Wednesday: Week 92                     Photo by Alex Iby from the coldness of the blood color water I stretch out my hands in hope that someone will see me and will come and help me. But, the water is getting colder by the minute and…Read more »

Always

putting my best foot forward  only to have it stepped on continuously.  Soon there is this cloud called darkness following me around and it rains on all the good that I do.  I try so hard to not go dark when things become rough and tough.  I don’t want to step away from the warmth…Read more »

Today

I will stop trying to make this work  It’s been a long battle and I’m sad to say  I’m done fighting it.  I know things will change from now on but now I feel like I need to be in the background as this storm hits.  I don’t need to stand in front anymore for…Read more »

In the dark

Three Line Tales, Week 141 photo by Joey Nicotra via Unsplash   In the dark you will see the mess that I am, the mess that I hide because everyone is expecting so much from me. The mess that doesn’t seem to go away no matter how hard I work to clean it up and make…Read more »