is excited and proud and happy for me.
And I am grateful for the love and energy that is surrounding me.
It keeps me going on the roughs days and the colds nights.
It’s what makes me know I’m doing something right if all these people who are like family to me are happy for me and want better for me at the end of the day.
I know that hiding or settling because you don’t want to be seen in the end doesn’t help you to grow or become what you want to be.
It just leaves you to keep second guessing yourself and in the end you are more likely to be unhappy and unsatisfied in that part of your life.
And being unsatisfied is a hard thing to live with because it just turns you bitter and mean and your temper is so quick to rise up and come out.
Being one with oneself leads to some much joy and positivity that it’s hard to doubt things when you feel it is right and enjoyable at the same time.
So let’s do what we need and want to do and worry about the rest later for life isn’t meant to be lived focusing on a future you may not be around for but, for living in the present and doing what you want now for later is not always a option.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
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