is another day in this place
is it going to be great I doubt it.
But here I stand trying to make things right.
I know that I’m doing what I need to do because I have always put others first.
But as the new year quickly approaches I’m really gonna focus on myself and worry about others later when I have accomplish what I want to accomplish in my life for the time I need to get it done is not guaranteed for me.
I know right now I am here and in this moment I am focusing on what makes me, me and worrying about everything else later.
For a time for rest is now for I’ve been busy lately trying to forget and to get lost in almost everything so I don’t have to face the truth that’s been eating me up inside for quite some time now.
Maybe one day I’ll let it all out but for now only a little at a time will I cry and scream for the release I truly need to be at peace with myself.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2019 By Deirdre Stokes