to leave for I know what I need and right now it’s not being here.
In a place that seems to crush my dreams and hopes more than help them grow more.
So I need to get away from all that I know and just face the present with a smile on my face and to look forward to things that are coming my way.
For I know this isn’t all there is for me even though lately I truly don’t know where I fit but I know it’s not here anymore.
I know my talent would best served some where else for I have a lot to give and helping is what I love to do.
To know that I have just given someone a little slice of a good moment of their day just brings a smile to my face.
I know that sometimes I can be so frustrated and disappointed because of things I can’t seem to control but I know I will push through it and in the end I know I win.
For I will keep my head up and I won’t let the things that are so negative get me down because I want to stay in this bubble of positive feelings that just carry me through the darkness moments and seems to keep the bullshit at bay.
I know the day will come when I will have to truly shut down to avoid the things that want to drag you into their hell for who doesn’t like company when their miserable and angry at the world.
I will be the light to guide you out for I know how much damage the darkness can do if you entertain it way too long.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2019 By Deirdre Stokes