I to say when your words have turned the warmth inside of me into ice.
It’s hard for me sometimes to see the light in the day when all I hear is the words of someone who doesn’t see the real problem in this situation.
So many complaints and suffering going all around and yet no one sees the truth is right in front of them.
There is not just one reason the place is falling apart but there have become more cracks and those cracks are not getting smaller but are getting wider and wider as the days go on.
I don’t hold on to anything these days and I can’t be mad at your words or care about the drama you want to bring for my head and my heart are already out the door.
I am physically in the building but mentally I have checked out and I am just moving to the beat of the robot I have become to get the job done.
But who I am and what I want to be is not here and the minutes and days are counting down until I too can be free physically from this place that tries so many times to steal what makes me, me and at the end of the day it’s I who has to answer to the call of being stressed out about whatever it is they want.
To be their puppet and robot is truly taking a toll on me and I hope just one day things will change for the better as soon as I find the break I need to escape and walk way from something that never really needed to be in my life this long.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
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