Photo by Amine Goma on Unsplash

a mummy I have become someone I wasn’t before.

I’ve changed so much of me just to fit in and now

I don’t know who I am or what I stand for anymore.

As I hide away because I took everything that was great and natural and turned in something that took away my true beauty and it doesn’t matter if I’m awesome.

For I can’t see who I truly am anymore because I choose to change and became something of our history and what I am now is taking away from all the good things I’ve done and what I have yet to do.

So many what if’s are running through my mind as I do everything inside the comfort of my home for the fear of being judged for what I’ve done and not able to go back to what I was and what I could have been.



Written By: Deirdre Stokes


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