isn’t much I can do right now as all the plans I have fallen through.
Time is moving slow and all I want to do is avoid the thing I don’t want to do.
And focus on the things that make me feel alive again.
Being positive seems hard as everything in me shuts down the minute I realize where I have to go today.
It has become clear to me that I want out and there is no more chances to give.
A plan will have to be in the works so I can find myself on the outside and not stuck inside this box of bad luck.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes