I was a fool to think you would be around when I needed you
I just assumed that when you say you would always be there for me.
I thought that was you saying more than just words to me that night but, yet again you are not around.
Always coming later when I don’t need you anymore and someone else has stepped in to help.
Time went by since the last time I saw you and it was a shock to see you reaching out to me as if you truly care.
I was busy living my life and not waiting around for you to have time for me and so I missed out on being there for you and I guess you just assumed I would always be around because that’s who I was.
The one who drops everything to help you out no matter what, but that big heart of kindness died a long time ago waiting for you and now I’ll keep missing whatever and whenever you need me for I can’t be depended on anymore.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes