can I feel like saying goodbye when I don’t want to say anything at all.
The words that you deserve to hear are all locked up inside of me and no matter how hard I fight to say the things you need to hear.
The words just won’t come and maybe there is something wrong with me but, I seem to have lost my voice.
And so I sit here writing it all out and well I don’t want you to feel like I taking the coward way out.
But, every time I try to talk to you the words just get stuck in my mouth that I just nod and move on.
Every step I take to give you this letter feels like I’m walking through concrete and soon I will get stuck with no way out.
The solution seems so simple but now it has become so complicated that there just really isn’t enough time to stop and walk away from the mess I’ve made.
So here I go leaving it on your desk as I walk away and I don’t look back but, I hear you tearing it apart and I speed up my steps and then I walk so fast out there door.
I’m running down the stairs as I head to my car trying to get out of this place as fast as I got in it.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes