How hard

I try to not be so overwhelmed about everything that seems to being falling into my lap right now.

I want to run and not worry about the demands being thrown my way, if only I had seen this coming.

I know that I would have never went down this path and took the risk because it’s really not working out.

I’m like a zombie and some days it feels like I’m just repeating the same shit over and over again.

Like there is no end to it and I’m starting to wonder why I am doing this in the first place, the reward is no longer worth the pain and sorrow.

Today and tomorrow all seem like no hope is in sight for me.



Written By: Deirdre Stokes