I want to be able to understand what is going on right now but the truth is I’m tired of being reliable and always jumping through so many hoops to not be rewarded.
The truth is I don’t want to understand the situation at this point, I just want to relax and not stress over trying to please everyone.
I want to rebel and just say no but, the humbleness inside me just can’t say no but I know one day I’ll just be at the end of my rope and using me will be no good anymore.
Maybe one day things will work out my way but, for now I’m just another puppet in your game and my move is not up to me for your control my strings now.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes