The clue to solving the puzzle of my life is nowhere to be found
maybe one day I will get a stronger grab on what it is I’m suppose to do.
Because right now the feeling of drowning by the things that I don’t want to do or need to do.
The thought that this is it, this is what I grew up for just isn’t something worth fighting for anymore.
I want to smile not cry for the truth is this is not what I dreamed up, the words dislike and I’m losing it is all that is floating in my mind these day.
The truth is I can’t seem to find my way out and the truth is there is no helping me and the hole that is slowly sucking up my joy is not small anymore.
The words are not just words and the truth is right in front of your face, the eyes the smile can you tell if it’s real.
Do you remember how I used to look and act and can you tell me that I’m the same as I was before.
Get a clue this puzzle this clue isn’t about me finding my way but you finding me again.
Too many clues unanswered and for what I say, will someone look around or will you continue to focus what’s going on with you and when you feel you are complete then come back to see how I am doing?
Written By: Deirdre Stokes