I could deny that I don’t feel like there was so much more that I needed to say before you closed your eyes and let everything go.
I could have told you the truth and maybe then we both wouldn’t be standing on two different tracks but standing together.
Maybe I wouldn’t be so sad and you wouldn’t be so mad and confused and all the answers we both needed to hear wouldn’t still be mystery to us now.
Maybe your smile would be shining so bright right now instead all I see is a frown on your face.
And maybe seeing you know surround by the people who always have your back would make me happy because, I could just walk over and join you and spend the night laughing so hard that tears comes to my eyes.
You held so much apart of my life that now it just feels like a puzzle that will always be missing the pieces that make it come together.
If only I had the courage to tell you the truth and bring us back together and be as close as we used to be.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes