say sorry when I’ve led you into my heart only to throw you out when my heart doesn’t want or need to be loved anymore.
Do I start to shut down because I’ve been shut out by others
Did I make a mistake by letting others into my life only to be hurt and somehow broken for a lifetime.
How do I just accept this new life when it feels so lonely and hopeless sometimes.
Should I spend my time crying for people who have long forgotten me or do I stand strong and move on and close myself off.
Or do I just keep opening myself up and trust that not everyone is the same and this time maybe it will be different.
I guess sometimes in life taking a risk can truly be life changing.
The smile I wear on my face now is not fake anymore for it’s genuinely showing how I feel inside and outside.
Maybe I was living this thing called life the wrong way and now that my path seems brighter.
I too can feel more alive and free from the hold of keep things and people around far too long.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes