I want better for right now I feel so hollow
and this hole called my life is just growing
I don’t know how or if I want to crawl out of this dark place
for in the light I see the truth and truth is I’m alone and no one is looking for me.
The answers are not ending up to something great
so I rather just sit here in the dark with all the unknown
pieces of my life.
At least in the dark I am able to hide from the reality of what my life is now
a life I didn’t think would be for me but I just have to keep moving for standing still isn’t an option for me.
I can’t sit around being depressed and feeling down all the time for I have things to do and I want and need better for me.
So I move forward even though the hollowness of my life is not fun I know that things will get better.
I just have to have a little faith that the better moments and the joy I used to love will come back in a better light that I can live with.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes