so much that my heart is breaking as
I see it all crashing down.
No matter how much time I try to put in between me and you
the end result is not going to look good for us.
I know the pain is eating me up inside but I just can’t bring myself
to say the final goodbye.
I don’t want to put a day or time on when my world will fall apart
I can already feel the tears falling down my face and my heart just turning
so cold and me becoming the shadow of who I used to be.
My smile becoming harder to fake as life throws me nothing but curves my way
I try to gain more strength and be strong and not fall apart this time but it’s not working out that way.
But, I just don’t know what to say to you and yet I know soon we are going to fade from each other life and maybe this time we won’t get a third chance to connect again.
All I know is I miss you and maybe things don’t have to end but talking just doesn’t seem like something we will be doing soon.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes