I control my thoughts
but sometimes they just get the best of me.
Turning everything I touch turn into a disaster
and all of it goes up in flames.
I have no one to blame but myself
and the dislike is so strong that I can’t hide from it this time.
The days go by and time is lost as I wonder what I can do to stop
this cycle of happening again.
I’m not the best at keeping change for somehow the past mistakes
sneak back into me like a snake and the bite is always so poisons that
the results are always a loss.
I’ve tried to stop myself before the damage is done but somehow I always
let it out in the end and I floats through the air traveling fast to get to its victim.
And at the time it feels like it needed to get out and maybe it did in a better light or a different day or time.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes