You see my life is like a pattern
because no two paths I’ve been on before are ever the same.
I design my way through like with different thoughts and ideas
Some I let out and they create a great outlet for me.
But, some get stuck inside my head to end up disappearing before they can breathe the light of day.
So many of my mistakes are on a pattern of endless loops that just end up at the same place.
Because sometimes even when I go a different way I end up making the same mistake and just maybe the mistake isn’t as bad as before.
For I catch myself in the act and so before I have completely done it, I retract my steps and go a different way or think of another way of reacting.
I hope one day my quilt of the patterns of my life leads to a happy ending and someone else can look at the end result and learn from all that I have gone through and choice to do so many things differently.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes