in and I see you and it’s like being hit with a brick wall
these emotions of sadness wash over me like.
Someone close to me is gone and I can’t seem to figure out
what is going on and so I quickly disappear inside.
As I let myself fade into the background and this other side of me takes over
and I feel like I’m floating above myself, watching what is happening but I can’t stop anything.
The feeling doesn’t go away and I don’t seem to be able to slam back into myself again, will anyone notice I’m not me this bubble of light and giggles.
Even though the other side of me smiles it never reaching her eyes and, the laugh isn’t quite right for it’s not music to your ears.
The things about me that you look forward too doesn’t sound like they used to but you can’t quite put your finger on why I sound different.
But all I can do is hope you will realize in time and save me from this person who is like a shadow of who I am.
I am the light and without that light shining bright inside me or reaching out to you, things begin to not be the same and the once room full of joy is only half full.
Not enough to satisfy you or me or everyone else who cares and is tied to me and you, will time run out before we meet again.
For the darkness always needs a little light of hope in it, and that hope of light is me so what are you waiting for.
Come find me and bring me home again!
Written By: Deirdre Stokes