when I smile on the outside
but I want to cry in the inside.
Am I giving up when I don’t text you no more but then wait a minute did you even notice I stopped months go?
I know it’s not right to keep all bottled up inside.
But who should I tell if you’re not the one listening?
No one will understand the message meant for you but you!
But you’re not an option and so what do I do when I’m stuck and answers won’t come.
Do I hide or stand out in plain sight and let whoever see the pain leaking out for first time in their eyes.
Or do I pretend to be some more to be someone I used to be or maybe never was.
Maybe you will figure it out but maybe you won’t and it won’t matter because the who I used to be to you is gone.
So I hope it won’t be hard for you to forget me, for I’m already gone.
Written By:Deirdre Stokes