As lights flash outside my house
The memories of our friendship flash through my mind.
I worry if your alright as we haven’t talked in awhile, I guess I shouldn’t be surprised since I started the fight.
I throw those words at you like acid and it burned a hole in your heart.
You probably can’t look at my messages or answer the phone without the pain of my words haunting you like a bad dream.
I’m suppose to be there for you not tear you down and leave you on the side of the curve like unwanted trash.
I was cruel because you said you didn’t need me around as much as before, that you had grown tired of me being so down lately.
I didn’t understand how you couldn’t be there for me?
I was always there for you, maybe this happened for a reason and now I’m not holding you back.
I still miss you but it’s less and less each day as I move on from a friendship that wasn’t meant to last.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes