I don’t want to say it!

I don’t want to say it, for then it would become real

But I can’t stop thinking about it

It’s carved into my mind

And as my head begins to ache

I really want to say it but my mouth and mind are disconnected

I don’t feel the same as yesterday and maybe it went away

like the rain of yesterdays storm.

Waiting until something else happens for it to run through my body

and just spilling out my mouth like a person without filters.

 

Written By: Deirdre Stokes